I felt Nothing

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I usually tend to have some sort of a bad feeling when my boys lose ... & the 2 losing at the same day & the same round, certainly, doesn't make things any easier.

2day the two lost .. & I felt nothing


dunno .. is it that they didn't disappoint me .. dunno

What makes me feel really awful is when they lose, & I miss the match .. it makes me feel guilty though sometimes it's out of my hands .. crazy !!?? maybe .. anyhow, that was the case today .. just got 2 watch a couple of games .. follow the score online 4 a while .. but then I wasn't there

& I wasn't worried, anxious, or whatever. I had a very funny feeling .. like I was too confident that he would win or he would lose this one .. it's weird I don't even know what I felt ..

it was when I knew exactly what happened .. it was then when I felt bad ..

but I'm still proud of 'em .. both of 'em
I know they gave it their best .. they R fighters & not quitters
Hats off 2 Andy, Rafa, & their opponents

Once more I'll say what I usually say at these times ...
Andy .. they're one place where u'll always B the winner, now & 4 ever, u & no other .. & that is the hearts of ur fans
u know!! my brothers always criticize my choice of players .. they think I usually go 4 losers & I really can't see that!!
I go 4 fighters [full stop]
I definitely don't c myself cheering 4 someone like federer .. it would've made things much easier & probably happier 4 me, yeah, definitely, but it just doesn't seem right 2 me.. a superb player, without a doubt.. just not my type.. I usually go 4 the American, who in this case is Roddick since no Agassi is there any more .. & we have our good times .. not many but they're really GOOD

& even if my boys never win a single match from 2day on, I'll still B their fan .. for ever I will B... it's not just a matter of loyalty .. I just can't not B there just bcuz ppl think they're loser or underachievers .. the ways I see it, they're not.. they are MY champions & they always will B
KK I'm in a big trouble now
for the 1st time since I don't know when, I don't have a player 2 cheer 4 in the mens semi =s
I might eventually cheer 4 Marin or the other Andy

what have I been up to ?

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Hi everyone,

I disappeared again =p
had a lot of things 2 do .. really a lot

U might B wondering what have I been up to ?!

well, 4 a starter I made a big move ... I attended a melcha party lol ..I had to go, it was my cousin's .. I know, so not like me ... but guess what!! I dressed like a young lady & I went , who knew this young lady was wandering around in the morgue .. between cadavers, 4 hours ago =p  ... so, at the beginning it felt so weird lol it really was .. then just when I started 2 settle, things started 2 get really annoying & once more I realized I really am not the party kind of girls

so, a lot of studying & exams.. gosh I hate exams ..& what's even worse is getting sick when u have exams
we really rarely appreciate teh gift of health till we lose it for a while, ahhhh I hate being sick .. it's tough.. physically & so tiring mentally 
Thank God... this is all behind me now
I'm done with my finals, ironically, I start my 2nd semester next week lol ... Yeah my life is a joke

here's what I have 4 this holiday .. 1st of all, I decided to give driving a 2nd chance .. we'll c how things go... I'm gonna read some books .. looking froward to this cuz I really wanna read some book, I'm interested in every word of this one ... I wanna exercise .. a lot a lot a lot .. gotta get fit ... Finally, it's tennis time now .. so it's my time .. tennis makes me HAPPY =] 

I miss u Peace
& I miss my peace of mind