نـبـضـات قـلـب..

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الأحد، الرابع عشر من مارس 2010
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حصلت عليها اليوم.. سماعتي السوداء

حصلتُ عليها اليوم
و كان اولَ صوتٍ اسمعه فيها...

نبضاتُ قلب..
امرٌ بديهي؟
نعم، لكنني اليوم استمعتُ لشيءٍ من نوعٍ آخر
صوتُ نبضاتِ قلبٍ لا تشبه صوتَ القلوبِ في هذهِ الدنيا في شيءٍ سوى كونها اصواتَ قلبِ بشر

صوتٌ مختلف 
و نبضات قلبٍ احبهُ بصدق
نبضاتُ قلبٍ كبيرٍ يخفقُ بالحبِ و العطاء
نبضاتُ قلب وقعتُ في حبهِ منذ تسعةَ عشرَ عاماً
نبضاتُ قلبٍ احببتهُ و احبهُ و سأحبهُ دوماً

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باختصار... كانت نبضاتَ قلبِ مُحِب

Roller Coaster.. Again

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I'm literally burried under a pile of notes.. micro, psycho, patho, & pharma.. I barely get some time to take a deep breath.. my mind is so very busy & overwhelmed =p
it feels like I'm riding a roller coaster, except that it never stops & it keeps going. I'm very much enjoying my psychology course, it's really interesting. Who knew human mind is so complicated!!? Sub7an Allah

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I look at old photos of me.. & then I take a look at the mirror
I don't look like the same person

& then that other day, a friend saw an old pic of me & she went: "sth look different, sth is different, is it the make up? I can't tell"
it took me a while 2 realize the difference



back the I was happy...
I was satisfied

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at some points of my life I was the


cutest little girl
kid who's always crying
 nerd
 best
#1


& now.. I dunno.. & I really hate it when I don't know
I used 2 B the girl who says I want.. I know..
now I'm sortta like I feel.. I think
[am I thinking too much ?] that's the Q

Well,
I wanna B the best again =p
I'm working on it & I'll very soon do it InShallah =]

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as time goes by, the one lesson I haven't failed to learn was loving you
I'm a perfectionist & u're just so very perfect.. we match =p
I love how much u care, I love that I can tell u abt everything
u're so good to the extent that makes me think that u're from another world
u keep on proving that u're the best daddy in the world
I love u.. my role model.. my man.. my one & only


am I the tiniest person on planet earth or what?
one of my winter coats is supposed 2 fit a kid at age 11.. Guess what! I'm 19 yrs old & it fits perfectly =p

for so long I've been drinking milk pretty much daily on school days *btw: I never loved milk.. ma7ebaaaaah*.. I'm doing my best but it seems that I'm destined 2 B the shortest person in the house =[